Fuck Off!!!!

 

Okay,

so, I'm still pissed.... I had a fight yesterday, with my friend. I'm not gonna go into details. It was ugly, that's all you need to know. 

Anyway, I'm supposed to call her today....not sure if that's going to happen....probably not....she told me she had this dream, about me being mad at her, and not calling her for a week!!! Well, that might just happen...I don't really have time anyway....I have to move out of my old appartment...find a new one...move into that....start a knew job....stressful...

And I really can't take it anymore. All we talk about is Tony...it's like our friendship is based on that now....so I have this really great idea, but I'm not going to write it down..'cause she's going to read this...and hate me for this as well...but hey...it's my diary...If she doesn't like what she's reading, than she doesn't have to read it....!!!!

 Okay, o we hat this fight...and in the end...I just thought, that I would love to start something with Tony....just to give her a reason to hate me....really hate me...that would have given me such a good feeling at that moment...i would hate myself afterwards...but just for that moment....well, forget it...not going to happen...he's a cute guy and everything....and I think that if he would ask me out...I wouldn't say no...not even because of my friend...'cause it's my life...it's not really any of her business what I do, or with who I do it...<--- that sounds really bitchy doesn't it?!?!? I might just turn into one *gg*

 Well, anyway...I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone...so, leave me alone!!!

And, I'll write again, when I'm in a better mood....which is...I don't know...NEVER!!!!

 

Love ya

Jessy 

10.11.07 13:36

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